Awaiting My Death lyrics
Song information
Artist: Esoteric Album: Epistemological Despondency
Lyrics
Windows of shattered dreams Laid out before me My broken reflection hauntingly stares back As once again I pick up the pieces of my mind
Rebuilding myself again And I know what is done The smaller pieces lost They used to be large But now they are gone
I cannot find my hope, my joy or my life Just empty splinters embedded in my mind Causing me pain, I grimace in awe at the overwhelming pain Caused by what I've lost, by what has been destroyed
My scars start to bleed From my wounds of sorrow I watch the blood run A release of my self-hate And still the blood flows:
Scarred all over my body With each scar comes a memory of pain Though it's hard to tell now, they all look the same Awaiting the day when my blood is no more Maybe then the pain will be gone I await my death with both relief and with fear I sense that my shattered mind knows it is near
[Music - greg. autumn 1993]</i> [Lyrics - greg. 9/1993]</i>
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"Epistemological Despondency" album track list
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